To my brother, how I miss you with every fibre in my body, I have two babies now I'm sure you can see them your nieces you are uncle fat man even though they havnt met you yet I will always cherish the memories I have of you and they will know who you are for when they meet you one day, sometimes it's unbearable for me to think about all the time we are missing together as a family and it kills me that I don't know what you would look like now you are 12, I would never forget your smile and your big blue eyes you are in my dreams and I like to think it's when you come to visit me, you always appear as you ever did and it's so heart warming when I see you even though it makes me sad I am always happy to see you too, you are so very special and heaven really did gain an angel so until we meet again I will hold you close to my heart and always in my thoughts because you are my baby brother my youngest sibling and I love you so so much thinking about you always your biggest sister shelbie xxxxxxxxx