I came to see you on Christmas 2010 for the very last time you was so excited to see me showing me your camera and the rest of your Christmas presents you thought over everybody for my attention that day and I didn't stay for very long but if I knew then what I knew now I wouldnt have left you alone for a minute you had a really good Christmas  and your presents made you really happy the whole time I was there you smiled from ear to ear but as soon as I was leaving you screamed because you didn't want me to leave and I feel really bad about it but I just want to let you know that I love you always have and always will but I will see you again one day and I will make it up to you my little brother x